Long time didn't update blog,
today I just can't stand myself anymore
felt so unsecured and fed up
Relationship easy to start, easy to end, however easy to maintain.
Always think that want to be a good life partner in life, that know how to care and love my another half.
However I just FAIL.
When I worry his safety, i will said something. However it makes both of us get quarrel.
So now I should learn how to keep quite and respect the decision that made by himself.
But I really felt sad when he said he treat me better compare to his ex. But this is not a comparison anymore, I'm your wife now, no longer your gf. If I know u will treat me same as your ex, I think we can't go further until now.
I know relationship not only one person change, but need to have both. And I will do better in order we can be a better person for both of us
Regards,
